Women please help!!!?

look sometimes a wish i was a boy..it seems that life is more easy for.. be relaxed wear what they like do stupid thing s and stuff..as a girls u have to behave properly and look good and bla bla bla..also if a boy ***** around it is cool and a girl is a called a slut..!!i wouls like to be a boy sometimes..but im not a lesbian..i like guys..but guyd llike girlie girl and not more cool tomboy kind of girls..im 19 so what..?i so mixed up and stuff.!!